Corat coret kehidupan AKU yang tak femes ni

No, I am neither gonna talk about grilled salmon  nor the blueberry salsa here.. I am still confused with my feelings, often I swallowed it but this time it is hard to even chew it..

One thing I know for sure is, I don't want to love anyone, anymore, I'm content with the love I have now, will cherish it as long as I live... again it is not about love that I wanna rambling about..damn!.. I don't know what I want right now.

I guess the lyrics here express the feelings that i have now..

if I let you go
I will never know
What's my life would be
Holding you close to me
Will I ever see
You smiling back at me
How will I knowIf I let you go

P/s Please don't go.....

It has been a while since my last post.. hmmm been busy, super busy lately..
re-organizing my life, my finances and my social currency which has depleted tremendously hahaha..

I received a news, a shocking news this morning. dunno whether or not I have reacted accordingly,
It was  a shocked, it was drastic, my baby girl wants to start study in "sekolah pondok" next year.
Yes "sekolah pondok" somewhere in Hulu Terengganu.. (xder angin xder ribut she wanted to study there).

I love her, God knows I love her so much..but if this is what she wants, I "redha" and always pray for her success but know this baby girl.. I will always love you.,no matter how far you go, you will always be in my heart, my soul and my prayers. I will always be there for you.

p/s.. I wish you would stay....